LAST WORDS II

QIS

budak pandai is in the blog people ! 

wootwoot!

dah la bijok mcm kere hutan bdak nieyh,, cun lak tu,,

basketbballer mmg born to be capitap B kowt :)

as in beautiful :)

HAHAHA !memuji diri sndri ++ memuji basket mate aq 

~ ngeee

what can i say about this kid is that she's a great person with full of energy,,,

very strong and beautiful

and in many times annoying..

but still she's my bestest best friend,,,

walaupun lately dah jrg gile l4 ngn dye but stll aq anggap dye my best friend,,,,

sampai bile2 pown prsn tu tkan change,,,

thanks for everything beb...

ko manyak kasi itu advise sma ekal an ??

sian aq tgok ko kene pjok aq la nieyh la tu lah....

ingat ta last year time prep aq mimpi sampai nanges tu,,,

HAHA !

msok gaung la plak !

baby boy aq pon aq da ta ingat name hape....

thanks for being my pair in BB ...

sayang kamo gilegile babi lha beb !

take good care of yourself and try to be less naughty :)

yeke aq neiyh ??

tayah ar beb,,,

jadi cam setan je...

HAHA !

make sure f5 t jd CAPT sapp n bb kayh,,,

S.C.U.D !

GO.FIGHT.WIN !

<3 kamooo

TASYA

itu dya KAYTEE berkalibe kite...

beb ! 

ko bajet ko sorang je nak blah skool nieyh ??

ko balh aq pown ikot sme blah,.,...

*sweetsweet je ;)

sorry gile gile cos banyak kali uat 2T kene point ngn cg and all..

sorry gile gile bising evrytime prep mlm n PMP..

sorry for evrything arr sng !
ur the best lha beb,,

take good care of yourself ea,.,.

aq tade nnty jgn duk sombong2 je...

hello2 la jgak bang :)

and remember this,,

saya sayang anda gile gile kucen lha !

kepada rkan2 ku laen aq sayang gak korang !
jgn trase lak name korang tade,,
take good care of yourself ea !!!!!!!!!
ikot ckp batch leader uhh...
p mampos lha or nak ckp pe kat batch kite janji kite HAPPY suda,.,,,,,,
bye yollzzzzz !!!!!!
sorellanthus will always be in my heart <3
sorry for evrything that i've done towards you all ....
don't take it personally....
:')

LAST WORDS

HANIDA <3

hey cute thing :)

pe kabo kamo ??

HAHAHA !

miss kamo meyh nanti,,,

ingat agy aq last year ko sllu LECTURE aq cos aq ta senonoh kan ??

= = " suke gile tengok ko emo dowh ! *soryysorry

lao ko emo comel je aq tgok ( cam kucen blkg umah tok aq )

lao ko ta emo pon comel gak 

HAHAHA !

sah2 lao da bace nie kembang satu badan ko kan ??
well, just wanted to say bile aq tade nanti kan take care aww,,

jgn duk DIET je !

mkn la jgk mak oii ! tade gemok2 nye

slim je aq tgok ko,,,
ko jgn nak uat party lak bile aq tade kat sini...

siap arr lo aq tao ko uat party !

aq sembelih ko ,,,

ngeee *

aq sayang ko giligile babi arr yunk,,

ur the best,,

sorry laoa de uat salah kat ko ,,,

aq tao aq manyak kali je uat ko saked haty an ???

ngn degil aq lagy,,

ta dgo ckp la itulah,,

p ko sbo je ngn aq an ?

NISA

lalink ku comel !

kamo jge CAPT kite leklok tao !

jgn kasi org laen amek dye,,,

jge nme baek TOPAZ !!!

jgn duk uat DIMERIT jer,,,

NGEE*

last year ko pon sme ngn nida kan ??

suke LECTURE aq ..

>,< sian seyh !

ko ngn nida sumpah mcm MAK aq dulu,,,

me loike !

ingat ta last year y time ko nanges sbb ko ta uat duty ttp tingkap 2 ??

samapi abes com kite rosak ??

ko nanges pastu maen nyorok2 kat lab ats plak,,

aq ngn qis gak p kejo ko tao,,

= ="

ta suke arr tgok ko nanges beb,,

ta comel langsung !!

tamo nanges2 tao bile aq tade nanti,,

happy je !

make sure kat muke ko tu ade smile je :)

aq sayang ko beb ,,

sayang gili gile babi arr,,,

take care of yourself when im not around..

sorry for evrything...

aq ngn ko manyak kali je gadoh kan tapi still tight :')

you are always tehre for me and that's means the world to me beb :)

thankies <3

AWIEN

dye dah dtg dah !

hantu k,limah makan piza !

nyumnyum !

comel+macho je nie bdak,,,

hey kamo !

last year aq sllu gadoh ngn ko kan ??
spe sroh ko 24/7 emo lam klas,,

HAHA !

but now we're bestie right ??
tamo dah gadohgadoh cm dulu...

dun loike lol...

sumpah aq kecut gile time ko sound aq kat dlm bilik telekung time form 1 dulu,,

aq bajet macho je time ko tengking aq tu tp kat dlm menggeletar abes,,,

kalu aq menahan nak kencing tu aq rse dah pancut abes da aq ,,

huhuhuhu,,,

bile aq tade nanti aq nak ko jdi hoki player y TERMANTOP kat SSP nie taotao,,,

kalahakn si anak TALAHA uhh,,,

i know u can do it,,,,

maen maen pon study ko jgn biaq plak..

aq ciom ko karang !

at least top 3 lha kan ??

HAHA !

sayasayangawokgiligilibabi lha !

ur the best friend ever,,

ko sllu kasi itu support ama saya and i like that very much !

take care tao bile aq tade nanti,,

jgn noty2 tao,,,

jgn lecture bdak nnt...

kekalkan ke MACHOan anda :)

and stay u cos that's what make u shine like the stars *ayat poyo suda = ="

PERRY

baru kenal ini bdak this year,,

sbb ape ea ??

ha !

sebab dye sombong thp cipan tue last year !

dah arr ta tao nme aq !

ciss !

anyway,,,

sorry arr annoying2 ngn ko,,

 i was born this way so,,

sorrry  !!!

aq taleyh arr kalau ta annoying kan diri aq nie for 5 sec,,

it's not right !

paham2 je lah aq an,,

thanks cos sllu kasi itu advise sma saya ya,,

sayang sam kmo gili gile kude lha !

y laen aq kasi babi ko aq kasi kude *winkwink

take good care of youself ea ....

jgn duk study je,.,.,,

chill out ar gak,,

lepak2 arr ngn mmb uhh,,

nanti jdi capt hoki ea ??
HAHA!

go spearhead !!!

jage leklok TOPAZ tao !

TO BE CONTINUE <3 nak p gather suda :)

IM LEAVING

SHOULD I BACK OFF NOW ??

IS THIS THE RIGHT TIME ??

:'(

yeah !!!!!!

i can't take it anymore,,,

da many times aq kene ngn MISS F ,,

>,<   MALU !

aq plan nak start a new life outside !

that's mean im LEAVING SSP for good,,,

is not that i want to but it is for my own good and also my batch own good...

because of me my friends FAILED ,, 

because of me the teachers HATE 2T,,,

because of me SORELLANTHUS got a bad name...

it is all because of me !

so i think it's much much much much more better for  me to back off...

YESTERDAY , 050411 was like the most horrible day ever !

aq d'malukan infront of my class because of MATH...

like *&9^% right  ? !

argghhh !

at first, aq agak amok ngn MISS F but when i think about it i realised that it is all my fault

she just wanted me to be SMART :/

* in math ( Y )

emmmm,,,

i'm planning to meet with all of my teachers before i leave SSP,,,

it's so hard to leave SSP man !

it has been 2 years !

I ELIT 2010 <3

2 TEKUN 2011 <3

AWIEN <3

NIDA <3

NISA <3

PERRY <3

QIS <3

TASYA <3
swear to god i'll miss you guys !!

you guys are the best  friends ever lha !!!!

i hope i won't cry :(

THIS WEEKEND I'LL CALL THEM *PARENTS TO CONFIRM

:'(

NEW LIFE

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Sebak doe nyanyi lagu nieyh :(

i am now a dan fuckin SINGLE LADY :(((

it has already been a week since HE texted me through phone,,,

SOBSOB :'( sad i know right ??

dah arr block me from FACEBOOK,,,

am i that bad ?!?!

this is all because of that hell shit GUY !!!!!!!!

i'll never ever forgive him i swear to GOD i won't !!!!!!!

so know im planning to start to build my new life,,,

WITHOUT HIM BY MY SIDE :'( :'(

and guess what ?? i cried when ever i say that,,

it hurts more than i taught it will be....

Trying to be strong :/

Trying my best to change my life...

Trying to think more matured and try to think the best way to forget him :( 

(impossible i think)

Trying to not think about HIM during school hours

(also impossibble to achieve)

Trying my best to let HIM with someone else

(HURTS)

Trying my best to HATE him

(never will happened in a million year) 

I know that it's totally impossible for me to just forget him like that but i can't bear waiting anymore,, i need someone to love and care about me,,who can be there when im in the blues and will ne there when im sick,,, I NEED A GUY IN MY LIFE !!!!!!!

BUT WHY CAN'T THAT GUY BE THE ONE THAT I WANT :(

WHY IS WRONG WITH MY CHOICE ?

=="

 

HISTORY

I HATE YOU IDIOT !
U MAKE MY LIFE WITH HIM OVER !!
WHAT KIND A MAN ARE YOU HUH ?!
DON'T YOU HAVE ANY SENSE IN YOUR DAMN HELL BRAIN ?!
ARE U BORN WITHOUT ONE ?!!

EMO sebebantar bersme SYUHED ,,,
the story begins when i knew this one *KONONYE* baik guy in FB ,,
like always msty la rmai guys wants to get know miss perfect right <- THAT'S ME :) at first i taught he was a nice, innocent, not rude, caring guy but the hell fuckin truth is he was worst !!!!!!!!! ade ke patot dye ckp aq nie BOHSIA !!!!!! n he said that im a damn fuckin hell shit VIRGIN !!!!!!!!!!!! WTF u damn devil !!!!!!!!!! don't u have any idea who are you speaking to ??!!!!! aishhhhhh !!!!!!!!! dye ckp cam2 pon afta aq amok kat dye sal EKAL,, dye bajet dye agy tror than my BIGNOSE ,, ==" like duhh aq amok kan,, gile nak backup guy laen kan,,,, then secare tibe2 dye mencarut-carut ngn aq,,, aq pe agy an ,, mencarut sma trf arr gak ngn dye,,, aq mse tu dah ade kat skool so me and my mmb call la bdak SHIT uhh ,, mao arr gak denga sore SHIT tu kan ?? n guess what ???? he sounded just like a BAPOK !!!!!!!!!!! sore pak usop agy macho kot !!!!!!!!! like syesly it's true ==" the conclusin is im now HISTORY with ekal and im trying my best to get him back !!!!!!!!!!! no matter what it cost me i'll get him back !!!!

n , btw ,, he wished my besday although he was mad at me 

YEAHHH !

i still have the chance but,, that's the last messge from him,,,

:(

190310

YEAHHHH !! tarikh keramat sudah tiba ! time to go bacj to that hell house <- SSP* sumpah ta puas duk kat umah in just 1 week,,, ta rse pape pon ==" sape budak SSP tao arr perasan bile it's time to go ... :'( sad i know ,,,, da arr aq ta dapat na sweet2 ngn HUBBY aq,,, cehhsss ! aq text bkan nak reply itu pak cek,, but i still try to think positive,,, tamo pikir bnd bkn2 kat my BIGNOSE DEVIl,,, i trust him with all my heart and i know he will not do anything behind my back,, :) im gonna miss that big guy,,, im planning to not bring my phone along,, bkan tanak wak is just that nak contact ngn soe je pon kan ?? lao aq text ASBAND aq haram jadah nak reply,, lao reply tu sah2 dah thap bosan gile nak mati :/ THINK POSITIVE AIN !!!!!!!!!! HE MUST BE BUSY OR SOMETHING :) YEAHHH !

SSP HERE I COME :)
At least i can still shoot some basket while im there,, or should i complete my homeworks first >> ==" tough choice but i got to puck BASKET !!!!!!!!!!!!! S.C.U.D ! GO.FIGHT.WIN !!!!!!!!!!! ~RAWRRRR

-> that i won't do even if i'll die :p

-> now this is the type of homework i will die finishing :)
S.C.U.D !!! GO.FIGHT.WIN babeh <3

14 birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
YOU LEAVE IN A ZOO !
YOU LOOK LIKE A MONKEY !

AND YOU SMELL LIKE ONE TOO !!
OH YEAH !


it's my birthday,, actually is not yet to be my birthday but my family decided to do it earlier as im going back to SSP tomorrow night ,,,
pffttt ! -,-




THIS IS THE CAKE YAWW !

NOT THAT BIG NOR SMALL ,, JUST RIGHT :)



This girl is the first person to wish my birthday and she is SITI MUTIHAH BT ZAKARIA ! <3 MY BESTIE FROM GANU YAWW ! will always pray for u and love u beb :') thanks for evrything,,, to all that u've done to me ,, ur the bestest best friend anyone had ever wish for and im glad i knew u and became ur bestie :) sorry if i ever made u sad friend,, just remember that i'll always be with u although we're far apart,, our bond as a sister and a frind will never be loose ,,, u are friend till the end <3 love you la !!

-> isn't she just the cutest with that pink t-shirt on with the hose on her head,,, she's like an angel send from above <3