H**K**

today is like the worst day ever for me !!

i was so damn fuckin BLURR during training..

iw a sthinking of him..

i can't focus in court anymore since i knew his with someone i trusted..

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why can't i just let him go????

i just can't let him go taht easy..

I STILL NEED HIM !!

his like the only guy that is in my heart right know..

yeah it's true there's a lot more guys who's more HOTTER than him

BUT

so what??

i want him !
why am i so DUMB the last 3 years !!!

he was so like into me..

and what did i do??

arggghhhhhh !!!!

i hate being like this..

oh god please just take my heart away..

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