ASLONGTHATYOURHAPPYDEAR:(

KAWAN !

i think i've lost the ones i care and love..

where are they ?

why aren't they spending times with me ?

why are they laughing with other people ?

why can't we be like we used to be before ?

is it because of me and my attitude ?

is it me who had change or is it just you guys ?

please don't leave me here alone..

i need you guys !!

i need you guys so badly :'(

dahlah sekarang ekal dah lost..

aq pon tatao dye camne skung..

tah sehat ke tak budak tu

memang before ni aq senyap je tengok korang fun-fun

korang tak tahu ape aq rase

aq rase terpinggir sangat sangat

aq rindu korang gile gile !!!!

aq nak kiteorang lepak macam dulu

time rehat kiteorang chill same2,, port pon port same

ade pape prob kiteorang story ramai2

jangan jadikan kelas sebagai alasan la kawan

kelas atas ke bawah ke tengah ke same je kan ?

tapi kenape kene seperate??

memang kite still maen HAI n BYE tapi setakat HAI n BYE je buat pe an ??

aq tak mintak lebih pon

aq nak geng kiteorang cm dulu je

sejak firts month lagi kiteorang dah tak rapat,, korang ikot hal korang aq ngn **** ikot hal kiteorang

yelah aq ngn **** same floor mmg tight lagi la..

ni pon dah mcm nak rapuh siket korang apetah lagi duk kelas atas

aq sebenarnye ta kesah korang nak pilih sape-sape pon jadi geng korang tapi please

arr jangan berubah, jangan sebabkan kawan baru kanwan lame korang tinggal

tapi,, skung aq tengok ko layan tak layan je aq

ko lagi banyak spend time ngn orang di atas

aq bajet fun ngn ko pon ko ta layan

aq rilex lagi... asal ko happy sudaa

tapi sampai bile aq nak nanges sebab korang,, korang memang nampak aq mcm sempoi je ngn orang2 laen tapi tak...

hati batu mcm aq ni pon boleh nanges aww..

aq sayang kawan aq,, sape2 carik masalah ngn geng aq aq amok...

dari jauh aq tengok korang,, aq perhati je gelagat korang ngn geng baru korang tu

korang gelak2, korang bisik2, korang share2 story,

kalau aq ade kat situ pon aq senyap je,, aq boleh ckp ape je kan ??

bukan aq tau ape korang ckp

tapi bile aq tengok ko senyum, ko gelak aq try pikir balik..

maybe this is what you guys want,,,

aq suke tengok kawan2 aq gelak,ketawe,senyum,,

buat hati aq kembang,,

buat aq rase lege yang korang happy..

maybe dengan kawan baru korang tu korang akan lebih happy drpd spend time ngn aq...

so let it be this way forever... <- emmm

kalau la aq tau ape salah aq ngn korang,,,

aq akan try tebus balek,, aq akan try untuk dapatkan korang balek kalau aq tau ape salah aq..

care aq,,perangai aq,,

maybe semue tu buat korang tanak kawan ngn aq..

semue tu buat korang lagi rase nak penampo aq ea ??

ngn masalah cinta aq ngn si ekal tu lagy..

ta abes2 lagi.. korang nak melayan perangai tah pape aq nie..

just because of a guy i love

aq try cube ubah tapi that is me...

i can't change myself,, i can't be somebody else...

THIS IS ME , AND A GOOD FRIEND WILL NEVER CHANGE THEIR FRIENDS WAY OF LIVING

tapi, korang nak ubah aq pon kearah kebaikkan kan ?

but,, ntah la,,,

maybe i was born evil....

belum dapat NUR lagy kot

=="

aq senang bile dapat tau korang try nak ubah aq tapi aq je kan y degil ?

ye mmg aq degil..aq dah selese mcm nie..

mak bapak aq pon taley nak change aq nikan korang

tapi kalau sebb tu korang dah malas layan aq,,,

maybe it's time for me to change...

aq akan try macam mane pon untuk ubah diri aku nie...

tapi kalau tak menjadi sorry la ye..

aq bukan biase jadi angel nie.. tak bercintan,, tak carik masalah,,tak act tak senonoh depan orang

and the best part SENDAWA DEPAN ORANG RAMAI :D

demi korang aq sanggup..

betolbetolbetol

aq sayang korang aq tanak kehilangan korang....

kalau dengan care ni korang akn stay to be my friends i'll try

stay smilling friends :')

walaupun aq dapat tengok korang senyum n gelak dari jauh je...

tu dah boleh buat aq senang n happy...

jangan kawan ngn aq sebb kesian..

aq nak korang kwan ngn aq sebb korang syg...

bukan kesian...

kalau korang kwan ngn aq tapi korang sedih no point jugak kan...

ohwell,,

SMILE FRINEDS :D

have a blast :')

I WILL ALWAYS BE BY URSIDE WHEN EVER U NEED ME <3

COS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER BEEN MINE <3

YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU ARE <3

ILOVEYOUFRIENDSFOREVER <3

HISTORY

YEAYYY !

finally for like a year and a half waiting for that big A !

alhamdulillah i've got an A for HISTORY !

~cheers for syuhed~

but it's not really that big deal..

i just got an 80 :/

but what the hack it's still an A right ??
can't wait to tell the folks 

i hope the other results are better than my HISTORY paper..

~AMIN~

EMOSIAL DAY 150511

YA ALLAH !

sumpah emo gile time outing semalam..

1st duet kat ATM tanak keluar

2nd trolley tertukar ngn sorang y aq rse sangt lah BAHLOL !

nak PMR this year pon LENGE lagy !

3rd cili sos kene kat tudung time lepak makn kat mcD

dah ar depan budak HOTSETAP !

malu gile sial !

4th tudung aq kan kene cili so aq selempang je la..

* kalau ta kene sos pon mmg nak sel;empang

pastu aq ngn begitu pandai ckp cegini..

"asihh , baik aq uat tron tdung, ta psal2 prefect nampak aq nanty, kecoh plak mulut dorang "

mmg pjg la kan umo dorg..

kat blkg aq je kot !

free2 outing kene cut..

samapi akhr taon lak uhh

senang ckp BLACKLIST !

at least semlm K.A.Z reply note aq :)

YEAYY !

it's not that bad la kot :p

aq kasi dye cake choc ++ apple pai mcD

hehehe :D

kalau si PUTRI tao aq kasi CS dye n8 + those things mati aq msok kubo !

tapi y uat hambar nye is..

dye igt those things ALYA y bgi a.ka PUTRI ..

spoil abes la kan niat aq nak kasi n8 lagy kat K.A.Z:'(

TAPI STILL IT'S GOOD THAT SHE GAVE ME A NOTE * A CUTE N8 ++ A PACKETOF KITKAT

cute huh ??

*for me it is..

EEEEE !

mcm LESBO lak aq rse..

oh well,,

hope to be your systa one day K.A.Z :)

amin !

100511

SUCKER day ever is on the 10th of may 2011 which is also kinown as our secopnd exam in SSp..

CUAK derrr !!!

verpeluh ketiak aq tunggu tarikh keramar uhh..

dah la bab form 1 ta sentoh on ebit pon...

grrr~

great la kan lao camtu...

kalau PERRY dapat score better than me it would be like so embarassing >,<

wish me luck for my exam ya !

pray for my success <3

hope to get the best results :)

*well at least better than the last exam*

= ="

that's all for today,.,.,,

see ya !

ICTL

AIYAAAA !!

semua org duk kecoh uat ICTL skrg nie...

sumpah kecoh gile doe !

dah arr free2 aq kene tarik telinge ngn MISS A tadi,.,.

memang best la kan,,,

= ="

emmmm....

tadi kat kelas aq kene point time KH ,,

dah la time tu tahap mamai gile babi 

(@,@)

MISS A sdah pandang aq tu..

choww !

SOBRY

married to this guy ??

HAHA !

LMFAO !

it's just for fun lha guys 

not serious lol

the nme's SOBRY 

currently staying in TERENGGANU

a damn cute form 4 student :)

*yes his cute i know  XP

bosan tgok SINGLE je memanjang :(

nak gak MARRIED

= ="

sewel je kan??

mampos lha !

asalkn aq ta SINGLE suda :)

hey ho my HUBBY :)

sayang kamo meyh :*

nanty lao jumpe kite buat same2 tao :D

HAHAHA !

jk*

<3

LOVEYOUSODAMNFUCKINHELLMUCH

peaass -> jgn duk menggatl nan pompn laen tao lalink <3 

aq hempok kepale ko ngn batang penaypu nnty :)

where are you ?

why can't they just get along by know ??
we were like sisters before

i want my old friends back

i miss them so damn fuckin hell much dude !!

where are they ??
why do u take them away from me ??
what is my fault ??!

i don't get it

why should they ignore one another just because of a silly reason ??
it doesn't make any sense at all

but still i don't blame HER for feeling that way

and i also not blaming THEM for feeling irritated wuth HER 

i don't really care if THEY change and FORGET about me 

as long as they are happy than i'll be happy

i'll do anything for my besties

even if i have to let THEM be with other people

sacrifice is one of the way for me to show how much i love them

but in this condition i'm feeling so guilty as i can't save this friendship

i don't wanna lose them

i'll do anything to get them back

oh mighty god please hear my prayers

please return my old friends back

i need them

i miss them

:'(

don't let this war last any lonnger

make THEM realise that we are BESTIE and BESTIE don't fight

*amin*